¿Happy Turkey Day!? ¦¤ November 22, 2001 ¤¦
Ho ho ho . . . this has to be one of the best day's of the year- eating with out that little voice bitching about callories- ;; well it still bitches but you have a reason to ignor it. Aint that spiffy??
for those of you grinding your teeth and wanting to know how Yoshi-sama is, she's just fine, getting better and having fun! X3 I's sooo happy. . . ah; goodness. n_n=
Um- other things. Jamie's bro is a dick for defeating Devil May Cry in 3 hrs. >_<, Poohkhai on him yo! My Dad is a bastard . . . even on thanksgiving. ~_~l l l It's life thou- oh and Mike is cute. Have I said that latly? No ? Ok well he is. His mother (not the real one. . . the strange fake one who growls at me at school) is a dork. I don't like being a slave. I like DDR!
There- that make you happy?
¿Empty? ¦¤ November 18, 2001 ¤¦
Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. I'm so scared. . . God don't let Yoshi do anything God. I don't know why this is happening but make is stop. She's too great of a human being to be in this much pain and confusion. Please God be with her. Love her and let her know how muchly we all love her. Please.
¿GACK!? ¦¤ November 15, 2001 ¤¦
Heh- today was another weird day for me . . . n_n= I had much fun thou! X3 Lunch was prob. the best thou- I was sitting there just sorta tuning out, driving Nick and Ryu nuts, and yelling at Mike for laughing at me and yea.(so I didn't know how to get outside to our table from inside the cafateria!! SO?!). Then we're like sittin there and I was in between Jay and Nick and Nick leaned against me and I called Mike over to sit on my lap, and with all those bishou's 'round I felt like a pimp with her bitches. . . . Yeah right ;; I have no life.
Today's mis-adventures really started after school as I tried to sneak onto mah friends bus with Mike-chan so we could all go to her home and work out our cosplay outfits. Well we get on the bus and discover there is NO room to sit- as in people are litterally sitting in the floor so I try and sit and the stupid bus driver bitches me out and makes me haul mah ass off tha bus. So Chico and Mike came with me ::thank you guys:: . . . but DAMN that woman was stupid! I'm moving to get off and she starts to drive the bus away 'causing me to loose my balance and almost fall on every one. I felt SO emberassed . . .stupid bitch. ANY way, we walked to her house- which was fun really XD 'cause we were hyper and loud and obnoxious the hole way- woohoo! Then we got to Chico's house, and accomplished... nothing. ;; Well, Mike and I fought with . . . long blades of shrubery and . . . we tickled him till he screamed like a little girl... and we had to keep him in the garage ('cause Chico's Dad is way over protective) and . . . yeah. o_o; Even thou t'morrow's school pic day I'm prob just gonna wear my VHD shirt... n_n= hee! Ok, homework time. . . o_O
¿Jingku de Moeru!? ¦¤ November 14, 2001 ¤¦
XD Today was one wacky freaked out day man... n_n= it made me not only appreciate my friends but it made me realise... Cello people are weird as all hell (WOOHOO!).
Ok so where to start. . . um- begining?
_Begin_
-Woke up late
-Got a 88% on Latin test (@o @!)
-Saw Chico (in costume again X3 she so brawve!)
-Walked with Mike (XD *glomp glomp glomp*)
-Took Biology test (c. C; )
-Listened to Guest in W.H
-Chatted w/ buds before 4th
-Sat in sectional's and talked about Jimmy's left ball, Christina NOT sucking them, his abducted coke, our loss of an explination for why, and how the conductors trash can is full of studen't decapitated heads. @_@;
-walked to Lunch only a few feet behind Jay, Phil and his girlfriend, but. . . I didn't catch up with them (Phil and his g/f were holding hands... ll~_)
-Beat up Josh @ lunch w/ the help of me friends! X3 Fun!
-Sat in Math- he didn't check HW t'day! XD
-Got beat up by friend for littering @_@;;
-Talked with Viola about her homemade paper doll killer "Michael" @_@;; lol
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Whoo hoo... my life is fucked over, sunny side up! X3
¿Nyo? ¦¤ November 13, 2001 ¤¦
XD Well last Sat. was fun as hell!! >_<, I won pocky in a raffle and I also bought alotta stuffs! Wanna here? O' corse you do!
CCS Sketch Book: ::eyes glitter:: so pretty
KKJ comic: ::more eye glitterings:: hyann...
DiGi Charot Drama CD: ::eyes glittering so hard they might fall out:: KAWAIII NE!!
Dir~en~Grey CD "Gauze": ::eyes fall out and glitter on floor:: Die. . . Kaoru. . .
Posters: ::eye sockets glitter (@_@):: W.K., KKJ and X/1999. . .
Peach Gummi's: XD Yummified-licious!
n_n= In short I blew a hole in mah pocket but still had fun!
Mike-chan should be reading this today!! XP Shower rice boy is mean online but he's soo kawaii in person- well really not mean online but I like to give him a hard time... >_<, dammit- must leave... @_@; groceries?
¿God Damn Genie!? ¦¤ November 6, 2001 ¤¦
>. < ,, Mah shins STILL hurt!!! Damn; you'd think falling down stairs could be a little less painful... oui...
Heh- today I did next to nothing and still felt like falling over dead from tiredness. . . I wonder what's wrong?? Oh well- it was kinda funny in math I slept throu the entire thing and it still makes sence... ;; exponents are easy as hell man...
Josh was @ our lunch table today. I thought he said to me he'd have to be alone for a long time to sort this out... hehhehheh... looks like he lies about a lot of things ne? n_n oh well I ignored him and consentrated on Kitty trying to shove slushi down Ryu, and Mike finishing the rest of the slushi with one of my Doritos (he dipped it into the slushi and ate it @. @;; and ENJOYED IT! EW!)
In other news, my friend Heather-chan was back in school!! Apperantly she had a sist on her overies and it 'sloded (OWCHI!!!!! @o @;; !!!!) She's all better now but ... I feel really bad >. <,,,, I hope that neva happens again!!
This Saturday I'm gonna be goin' to Melbourn w/ me friend Chico-kun to go to this big Anime store's 1st year celebration where they'll be sales and all sorts of shiz!! Awesome!
¿Whump? ¦¤ November 5, 2001 ¤¦
>. <, My shins hurt. I fell'd on them today as I was walking down the stairs. o. @; I was just getting out of Math and not really thinking and had this huge headache and then missed my footing. . . this group of big black dudes laughed @ me... I flicked them off and walked away- fast x. x;;
On a nicer note I only missed 2 points on the Latin test, and I didn't get back my math test yet so I didn't get depressed n. n v.
Today was the day of substitues- first in Biology we had this Indian guy who sounded EXACTLY like the dude from the "Quiki Mart" on the Simpsons. >D He was a fucking prick too- every time he'd bitch us out this dude who sit's next to me would go "Welcome to Quiki Mart" in that voice XD XD;; it was pretty funny. He didn't like it either that my friends and I discovered that buttered pop-corn dum dum's exsist ((we passed one lolly pop to like 8 people ;; mouth to mouth to mouth)). Come to think of it he didn't enjoy our poke fest to much ethier. n_n; We almost got the pokes passed past us 4 participants!!! ;;lol
The other sub was in 6th- English. We had her before like 2 days after the crisis- I remeber her 'cause she gave us this horribly gruesome artical about the oklahoma city bombing and said it "related" to the current afairs. Well today she was telling us all her "favourite" parts in All Quiet on the Western Front- like when they had to jump into graves w/ bodies in them and use them as trenches and how they used body's to protect themselves and how they picked lice out of their hair and used Kerosean to kill them. o. o;; She scared me. . . but it was funny 'cause Viola, Adrian, Brittany and I were singing songs and crap and just being stupid. n. n; Viola stole our pencils and when she was up returning her book we stole her pencil bag and yeah... we're so mature ne??
¿Hy~ahunn!? ¦¤ November 4, 2001 ¤¦
Frekin shitbags- due to all the shit of this weekend I've forgotten what I'm sapposed to study for my Latin test on monday. Fuckity fuck fuck fuck.
All my friends have been reading mah blog and going "What an ass!" n .n;; I have to admit this makes me feel better- I hate the feeling of not know what is right or wrong but I'm pretty sure I was right.
Dy~uuu... I want a mod for mah PS... so I can buy DDR... and dance around like a hyper dork... but the mod by it's self is $50 o. o; heh... why me...
I wonder if Phil will let me commandeer his car for the 16th?
Ok- sence my last entry, I made friends with the guy who my friends said liked me, found out he like my best friend, and then got asked out by him. Yes I know it doesn't make sence but it get's worse- ok so I said yes mostly because I thought a) he was nice and b) I didn't want to hurt his feelings. Well it was all hunky dory for the next 24 hrs. Then he got... weird. Like saying he loved me more than life itself and he loved me more than anything. @. o;; It.... scared me. Ok, so then after school instead of heading staight to anime club I stayed after and spoke to my English teacher about revising my thesis statment (and she complimented mine on being almost 99% corect!). So I go to the club and Josh is sitting outside by himself. I wonder about it but go inside any way and ask my friend Ryu-kun. He informs me Josh thinks I've been avoiding him. @. @;;;; So I haul my butt outside and he drags me off and tells me how much he "loves" me and "has never felt the same way about any one" before. o. O; It was so fake and rehersed- he then asked me how I felt. I told him the truth- this big a commitment was too much for me (for crying out loud the man doesn't know a thing about me besides the fact I like Anime and Yaoi- hell he doesn't even know my last name!!!! @o @;;?) and that I just didn't want to do it. He started to cry. CRY!!! I was really nice about it too! Then that shit head was like "Fine God, I see how much you hate me now" and left. @. @;; Heh- if it ended there I think I would be happy. But it doesn't so go get a drink and come back 'cause it's about half throu.
Back? Ok- well last night I'm sitting @ my compy when he IM's me. I'm thinking "Oh greee~atttt..." but I was nice and everything. He asked if he thought I'd eer have a chance with him and I said no, but I still really wanted to be his friend 'cause he was a really cool person. His responce? "Fine I get it; if you don't want to be any where near me that's ok". WTF?! IS THAT WHAT I SAID?! NO!!! So I'm sitting there like "Dude what is your prob." and he goes "Hey if I die I want to say good bye" then leaves. Then 8 min. later he's back on with one sentence, "I'm going to go commit suicide now, and I just wanted to let you know have a nice life". So he leaves again and I'm sitting there like... wtf... >. @ NOTHING pisses me off more than people using suicide to punish others or as leverage in an argument. So I'm sitting there boiling when he get's online again. I IM'd him like, "Hey what's the matter; had to check your email before going to the afterlife?". He was then like "You know I'm just gonna go find a nice girl who doesn't hate me for liking her" and "You always push away people who get close to you". I proceeded to bitch him out for thinking of him self as some poor little victem of the big cruel world and bitching him out further for using suicide as a leverage option. Then I warned and blocked him. The end.
@. @;; Remind me; I never want to date/go out with/be with any man again. The male sex confuses me.
Heeeeeeeeeeey- wassuup!
;; Don't ask- I'm in a severly hyperoid mood yo! Here's da reasons why (not like you CARE...)
*Moutin Dew - The closest you can get to being high with out actually doing drugs
*Khue - My friend Khue got online!!!! XD YESSSS!
*A guy miiight (10% chance) like me - When pigs start flying and the ground get's cold you can blame it on me
*My special some one is single - Khue thinks I'm to good for him x_x;
*I like air - . . .
*4 DAY WEEKEND~! - >__ @; I'm dying of happiness
*I'm re-reading Harry Potter - If I was Japanese I'd be re-reading "Hari Pota" XD
*I have friends! - wow... really?
Ok that's just about it- now before you all run away and think I'm done I have to explaine about the guy that might like me
He eats lunch at the table I freuent and is an anime otaku. You wouldn't think he was from how he looks/acts but any how he is. ANY way---- so he's been joking with me and talking to me and today he walked with me to lunch and made one SERIOUSLY DEMENTED comment (I said I'd kill him if he touched my poster and he said "What are you gonna do; boob me to death?" x____X==== ;;; what the HELL?!) ... oh well. ALL my friends are jokin' bout it. STUPID IDIOTS!!!!! x__X; Bad me ... bad Nikko-baka ...
I love you all so much for listening to be bitch but for now I must sign off- love and kisses all and remeber--- DRINK MOUTIAN DEW AND KICK PERVIE GUYS IN THE SHINS! [...]
Fooooo- got a new layout!!! x_X; It kinda biteeees but I did it all on me own so... yeah. n__n;; Oh spwelll--- nooo problemo.
The T.V is spewing shit and I'm too tired to get up and change it- it's Dissmissed ont MTV; this show is SO stupid! x_x; I had hoped that things like this wouldn't ever happen on TV but MTV just reached a new time looooo~w. Bah- never underestimate the power of idiots in large groups.
Sometimes I wonder why things happen. Like the fact I've getten my first ear ache sence I was... 2 1/2?? >_>; Ow ow ow ow ow... ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhh wello- no big deal. Just mean's keeping heat on it and going to tha doctor's tommorrah. Did I mention guys are just horney, walking stomaches???? n_n= Ok I'm better.
"I don't care if you don't really care- as long as you don't go"
This song COMPLEATLY discribes the situation between N. and M. (I'm abbriviating 'cause I dunno if they'd want names up x_X; ). Gawd I'm so confused- maybe of I write out all the info that I have gatherd I'll get it?
a) M. is really really into N. and announced to us all the other day that they were going out
b) When N. was questioned he had no idea they were going out at all
c) M. is angry at N. for some reason
d) N. is a clueless pimp (>D)
NOW-- for the things that sound pretty accurate but have yet to be confirmed...
i) M. said she almost killed herself yesterday
ii) N. just sort of shrugged it off (because hell- how many people really just confess to almost commiting suicide- like it's something normal? With out tears, pain anything?)
iii) M. made this up to have a 'lover's tiff' to show that they really are in a relationship
iv) N. is compleatly clueless to the whole thing
v) Half the females I know want to father N.'s children
Ok so v wasn't compleatly true but it's pretty damn close...
ug- ,,x_ b/f g/f issue's are SO hard to figure out...
Woo hoo~!!!!!!!!!
My Kick ass Pyocola costume is finally coming together!!!! >D I'm sooo happy!!! Thanks to my dearest mom who's helping me (lemme put it this way- Nikko + anything-crafty = emergency room) I get to be PYOCOLA! >o <, Woooo!
Sorta off topic but it was funny today in Orchestra, Drake and I (he's my stand partner btw) descovered that being last stand makes you really reeeeeaaaally lazy. n__n;; Heh heh- we just kinda sat there while our conductor told us to slur stuff, cause we didn't feel like getting out a pencil, let alone write it down. Drake's best comment was, "Oh my God- your like a rock; no worse! Why aren't I getting out a pencil? ... yeah" x_X; Oh dear-- I'm becoming like my friend who tells me all of her CHS band stories!!!! NOoooooooo!!!!!!!! X____X;;;
If you read my blog earlier today I was being a bitch about a joke about me being blonde. As my mother said, I put myself up to get teased, 'cause I always diss myself. ~_~; Oh well- it kinda hurt but I'm an idiot so who the hell cares!!! WHEEEEE!
I hope Nick-kun isn't annoyed by me too... T__T;;
Wow- the world looks a funk when you're still half asleep ne? Aw damn! My best friend Chico-kun is sick!!! T_T Noooo! @_@; I fear school with out her- >_ <, I hope she feels better soon!!!!!! I think I have a latin translation to do... gawd the ablitive case ... "by means of" ... @___<, it's reaaalllyyy reaaaaaalllllyyyy bugging me out. Stupid stupid ancient Roman ho's! .. . did I ... just call the Ancient Romans... 'ho's'? @___@
Wow- the world looks a funk when you're still half asleep ne?
Aw damn! My best friend Chico-kun is sick!!! T_T Noooo! @_@; I fear school with out her- >_ <, I hope she feels better soon!!!!!!
I think I have a latin translation to do... gawd the ablitive case ... "by means of" ... @___<, it's reaaalllyyy reaaaaaalllllyyyy bugging me out. Stupid stupid ancient Roman ho's!
.. . did I ... just call the Ancient Romans... 'ho's'? @___@
Any how- last night was Rock-a-Thon : our biggest fund-raiser for orchestra. What it is is ya get a rocking chair, collect pledges, lock yourself in the Orchestra room and rock from 7 a.m - 7 p.m. What happens if one falls asleep-? @_@;; Anything short of decapitation and rape (think many, m a n y gallons of shaving cream... bwhahahahaha...). >D My friend and I sold out our friend when he fell asleep; I've relized that @ 4 am your morals and ethics are dead.
Speaking of which, last night I ended up flirting with my good friends b/f @__@; all___night___long. IT WASN'T MY FAULT~! >_ <, I HATE really touchy feely flirty people! My problem is, who ever I'm around I try to imitate slightly (just habit) so they don't feel at odds with me- well if some one is touching and flirting, I'M gonna end up touching and flirting~!!! @__@; And sadly- he's a compleat nerd... not like I'm not but I fear what the rest of the orchestra thinks... let alone my friend if she ever finds out... T___T;;; waaaaaahhhhhhh....